Time.
It is very fast ne?.. Before i was crying when my mom forced me to study at LCC, i wasn't prepared to leave my elementary life, but now... i want to cry because soon i'm going to leave high school and enter a new level, COLLEGE. High School is the best experience that i had. I cried, i laugh, i smile, i learn how to be strong, to control myself in somethings, to make others smile and laugh with them even though you can't. I haven't done this things when i was in Elementary. I learned a lot at the same time i enjoy and love what i'm doing.. but i need to enter College and start a new life but it doesn't mean i will forget everything about HS, it will always be in my heart. I know it's too early to emote like this but it's just the way i feel.. :((
He left us again, i'm kinda disappointed at him. He is around yet he doesn't give attention that much. I don't feel his love for us. Yes, i respect him but my love for him fades as time goes by. I'm sorry, if you are reading this but it is how i feel for you. I'm disappointed.You are a liar. Most of all i hate those people who lie to me, i hate liars. And you are one of them. I don't trust you anymore like i do before, when i was still little. I want to rebel against you, but for her i won't because i respect her very much and taught me to become a good person unlike you.
Our 1 week vacation started today.Well it's not vacation coz we have a lot of assignment and project making. It was boring because i'm the only one who help my mother in everything. My little sister is a lazy person. She doesn't know what the word "HELP" means. That's what i hate about her.
I just finished watching Kamisama Kazoku. It's an anime, it was good. Now i'm watching My Girl, in which Aiba Misaki, a member of the famous ARASHI, is the main character. I'm in episode 2 but i found it very good! He was really good. I'm going to finish it this week :)
Today me, kia and immanuel did our action research but we are not finish yet. It was fun, i miss them and my friends so badly. On Wednesday i'm going to Criselda's house coz we are going to do our Economics, pannel discussion i think. Well good luck to us :)
FANDOM:
(the only thing that makes me happy)
Today is 25 and it's been 2 years and 1 month since i like Ryosuke Yamada and It's been 2 years and 1 month and 3 weeks and 1 day since i met HSJ :)
Signing Off~
