Date: Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Well yesterday night, when i finished my first post here i checked out LJ for new updates. I'm expecting new news about hey say jump, News that is a POSITIVE one, not negative or rumors. But i end up seeing this rumor. Evidence that Mariya Nushiuchi & Ryosuke Yamada's pair bracelete. Here's the pic:

Well at first for me it's not true but when i stared at it for a long time, i guess what i thought was wrong. Many were happy about it but some disagree and i'm one of them. Well i think i'm just forcing my self not to believe but i don't know, i can't do anything, i can't stop them or even do an action to separate them and to be at Mariya's place, if only i can.

This issue bothers me a lot. I think about it all the time even though it's not important, actually it's just a waste of time but why? why do i keep thinking about it? maybe i'm just jealous.. blah blah. Hate it. They say it's just a rumor but still  I want to burn thier houses! hahaha and i am going to watch them while crying for help. Wahahaha *evil laugh.. Maybe what i'm thinking is too violent but that's the way it is. Even my friends know how i think but sometimes they don't because it's a secret. Everybody had a secret right? ... Well i have to stop this nonsense thing it's just a waste of time.

Signing Off~